I am very awkward to be around when people first meet me. I don't really like being around people all the time. I am always depressed. I was diagnosed with mild depression this year. I hate being so depressed all the time. I can be really happy but after a while it seems to wear of. I like all my friends. Sometimes i think i can make them mad because im always depressed about pretty much everything. I don't know what my problem is. Also, i am really insecure. I have a very dark personality. Sometimes i am not as depressed as other times. I hate having to hide my real personality because of my depression. Before i moved to Festus i was normally more up beat and excited about things, but now it has changed a lot. My depression isn't bad yet but i can eventually have to take medicine for it.My life is pretty much ruined because im so depressed all the time, i can't stop it.
